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Uncertain

Sat, 12 Jan 2013 23:16:42 -0500

Time is just an place where we can count down our end

So let’s make it worth something

Let’s continue to pretend

Love is just a dream that carries us through life

So when I get tired

Fall asleep with me at night

Peace is something only God can bring

So let the chaos try to hide

When we control it as we sing

The tiniest form of light

can abolish the deepest form of pain

So let your fire burn

Through the darkness and the rain

Don’t think its over

Just because its the end

The end is where the good

Often tries to begin

UnPerfect

Sat, 12 Jan 2013 23:12:25 -0500

Life is a combination.

It starts with longing for something so deeply that it keeps your heart in place and guides your whole body and soul, and then how you ruin it once you get it.

We search. We chase. We see. We fall. We crumble. We break. We rebuild. We recover. Then begin again. Nothing is ever ours, the way I see it.

You can’t have another person, they belong to others and themselves just the same as you.

You can’t have money, maybe you can, but you’ll never be the only one.

We chase happiness, searching to find it in these things that are quick and temporary pain-relievers so-to-speak. We long to be saved, in our own ways.

To be loved and adored so fully an completely that we would never have to again question who we are, because we could know by being known. To be free. Free of our minds. Free of our bodies. Free of pain. Free of temptation. Free of fear. Free of everything that held us back from being perfect.

Or at least, what we imagine perfection to be. But our perception of this “perfection” is constantly changing. We change because the things we want change. They change in shape, size and quantity.

They change constantly.

Honestly, we’re lost within ourselves, searching for our escape from everything that we want to have to make us what we never really want to be. Because everything has an offset, or a negative side.

Everything can be bad.

You can search the world. You can chase your dreams. You see what it is you thought you always wanted.

You fall because you realize you never really wanted it in the first place, you just thought you did.

You crumble because the world you’ve built from your ideas about what you wanted have been shaken so strongly.

You break, because you lose hope. But even when you break, theres something moving. Something drawing you back, allowing you to have purpose. Giving you the opportunity to use the way that you have broken to become something better.

To become unperfect.

To realize that chasing perfection is nothing but chasing your own tail. You’ll imagine that you want or need something and soon realize that its not enough to save you.

To love you and adore you. I don’t want to fall into this world, and let it take me by storm. I don’t want to fall into myself and ruin me. I don’t even want to talk about myself anymore. I know that I have a purpose. I know that I’m created, and worth something.

I’m becoming unperfect.

My Prayer

Sun, 24 Jul 2011 00:00:00 -0400

Breathe life into me
Bring me to your arms and set me free

Carry me through life and never let go
You’re word holds true and your love I’ll show

I’m trembling with a love that I can’t comprehend
It’s an indescribable feeling that will never end

Without you I’m nothing, worthless and plain
You bring me to life, love me, and keep me sane

How is It possible that you still love me?
I’ve stumbled so many times and become so ugly

I ask that you make something of my life
Build me, cleanse me and make me like Christ

Everyday give me strength to follow and be true
Make me new, make me perfect and beautiful like you